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Saturday, May 10, 2008

My Sweet Interview




On May 5, I have to attend for an interview, that promising an oversea study! Wow, that was a surprise !I’ve been dreaming walking through a foreign alley that muffled with endless falling snow before, and the chance to realize it had finally swayed !And for my chuckling part, I kept thinking a few words like, “This is it! I’m going to England!” .Yeah that should be funny. The interview wasn’t getting me nowhere yet, but I’ve already dare to dream a wish, in fact, a prank wish after all! ^^


For this entry, I’m going to share the whole experience of being at the spot.


It was a nourishing and covered with such a misty morning, I woke up, earlier than anyone else ever did. Even my pop was still snoring pleasantly, before I made some noises that annoyed him. The clock indicated 6 AM, but I’d already in a bathing suit, preparing for some shivering coldness of a pouring rain in the bathroom. I thought that I would shiver till the time I sat at the front of the interviewers, perhaps.


I’m shifting the story to the part where I was on my, taking off to the spot. It was very chaotic and stressful thing ever happened on my lovely morning, when I found myself was in the middle of getting late once the clock indicated 7.40 AM (the time that I need to BE rite there was 7.30 AM, and the location that I currently been at that time, was just 500 meters from the sport ), wasting my precious 10 minutes, sending both of my brother and sister to their schools, respectively.


I arrived estimately 7.45 AM. Boy, really glad to make it eventually. Once I got there, I glanced every single thing, just to find some sort of sight that could possibly help me finding the way to the interviewers’ room. I took couple of minutes, walking tremblingly to the spot. To my mostly surprise, I was the only male that stood outside the room, while the rest were the opposite gender of mine. Seeing such thing just made me curve a smile, a gleeful smile actually. Well, the probability might be on my site, wasn’t it? The damsels would have a hard time struggling to stand and fight against each other, just to win the right, and be announced as an oversea student as well, while in the other hand, I shouldn’t have to go that hard, cause I was the only male! To make everyone clear, please read the phrase below :


“THE GOVERNMENT TODAY HAS AN ENORMOUS DEMAND ON ARRANGING THE RATIO SYSTEM AMONG THE STUDENTS’ INTAKE TO THE HIGHER EDUCATION,THAT EMPHASIZING THE EQUALITY RANGE OF BOTH GENDER,SITTING IN A SAME CAMPUS.”


In the other word, if female student were leaking out from the box, they should be reduced in order to give the male students some spaces. Hence, I was so lucky to be the only standing male, grabbing the chance to pass the interview, rather than those dames. Distraughtly, the cheering emoticon had to stop at once, soon after I recognized a person that apparently the same species as mine! Darn it! The situation left me no option except to compete with that guy. He looked very confident with himself. The coat, the postures, the glittering shoes, the smile…! Gosh! He approached me, lifting the right hand of his, emerging a sight of a friendly manner. An offer for a shake hand of course. Why should I refuse it anyway? Somehow, he spoke for no word after all. What a strange boy. After a short while, he left, and as a replacement, another gloomy-faced-male came to the view. We both sat at a row of provided seats, and wait for the calling name, while the damsels annoyingly kept the conversation to the maximum possible volume. Urrgghh..!

There were four different tests that we need to get through, before being accepted to the course.


FIRST TEST : Group Conversation ( must be fully in English )


SECOND TEST : Individual Interview ( eye-to-eye meeting, conversation must be in English)


THIRD TEST : Objective Paper Test (135 Questions within 30 minutes)


FOURTH TEST : Essay Writing (writing in about 120 words, within 30 minutes)


Wasn’t it sounds a little bizarre for you guys? Ohh… I forgot to extract some explanation at the first place. Actually, it was the TESL interview that I attended on that day. The TESL stands for Teaching English as a Second Language, which means, I’m going to be a teacher, an English teacher precisely, that will be transferred to the oversea, for a further higher education, fully supported by the federal government of Malaysia. We were asked to speak in English, and never emanating any language other than English. That was surely a pretty tough thing to do at the mean time. How could I suppose to speak in a language that I rarely use in my daily life?


Once they’d call my name, I stood up, walking briskly into the room. Here we go!


Nothing unusual happened in the first, third and fourth test, but something more groovy were about to erupt in the second one. Yeah, the eye-to-eye test. As an initial, they asked me to describe myself. I just spoke clearly (actually had already memorized some necessary texts),but in a sudden, I just somehow lost my words, I had nothing to say anymore! In order not to get myself trembling to death, I added up some confidential matters, including the existence of this blog! Yeah, I told them that I’m a blogger! Surprisingly, in such a jiffy of time, they were very interested with this blog thingy! They asked me numerous thing about this, Syadan’s Lair. The situation gave me an expectation of opportunities to elaborate more about the details, and they seemed to understand each of my word through their obvious nodding.


Well, that’s the story. I was to obsessed with the outcome. Never thought of something like this before. Thanks to God for giving me an opportunity to crack some ideas for this blog. Hopefully, I’ll be accepted and will have a chance to make my way to England! Wish me luck, people! ^^

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

An Emergence




It's been a while since my last post on February.This is the main consequence that i need to bear since being involved in animation project recently.Due to the lack of time in writing,i am terribly sorry,and craving for an apologize for those people who are waiting for a new thing to be shared altogether in this blog.Sorry once again..

March 12,the day that emanate a history.The most thrilling day in my life.Never have such a beat as this before.Malaysian Certificate of Education (SPM) have finally come out with plenty of unexpected results.This is it.For the last 5 years of struggling,just to gain the balancing credits,it will end up,rite after i receive the result..whether with a magnificent one,or nothing more than a plain,useless paper.Days before the date,i can't help myself thinking of bad things,like..."Owh..what's gonna happen?Am i going to get noob grades?Or something even worst?"

But then again,the result is satisfying.
I got 5A (s),out of 12...
More than enough to change my way of living in the future.

A true successfulness lies beyond a great practical...

And that's what i call,an emergence....

Friday, January 4, 2008

The Opening...



January 1st, 2008, seemed that raining had already took the 1st place in the sequence of the day. The temperature should be predictable; between 28’ Celcius, or below, a freeze-able level, more than enough to turn myself into an ice figure under a pour of bathing rain. Just barely able to standstill for only a minute, instead of an hour before.
(yeah, couldn’t resist the coldness for sure)


A nourishing fresh morning of a new year~


Well, nothing odd emanated. Great and exciting? Naaaahh….! Just like always.
The only change that I noticed was a numerous of text messages(SMS), wishing me for the new year’s merriment. Hmm..how touching. I didn’t expecting too much for those. Beside, what kind of happiness that they wish for anyway? Haha, distraughtly, it won’t belongs to me, I’m just an ordinary kid, with a pathetic living experiences.Haha…


Both of my parents were serving the lovely delicacies of breakfast (it’s a normal thing at every morning). They just love doing that part, and that’s the main reason, why I deserved to obey their commands..(sigh..)


I could simply recognized the sound of colliding dishes and ladles at the kitchen and of course, the smelly yummy odors. Boy, they really made me struggling in hunger.


Darn it, why mee goreng ??? I hate mee goreng! (what an ungrateful son I am..!)


After a while, I didn’t know what thing should I do in the first place. Well, going online was really an option.


Nothing interest me up in the initial day of 2008.


And I really mean it…

Monday, December 31, 2007

FAREWELL...



Without any sense of conscious,2007 might attempt to leave us at any minutes from now on.Well,personally,I've been through many kind of things in such myriad numbers of them.I got the experiences,the blissful moments,the excruciation,and also the sad scenes of life.2007 had gave me a truly and worthwhile ways of life.I'm gonna miss them very2 much.

In the past events of the year,many things had showed up.For me,the big-damned-finicky SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) is the most obvious thing ever.I need to feigning myself to turn into some kinda book-worm,or something...got stuck with all sort of books and references;need to get along with the formulas,the methods,the sequences,and the dates,sometimes made myself changing into an idiot-nerdy.Imagine it,no time for online,no time for gaming,no time for hanging out,and the most hatred and pathetically,no time for fooling around with my dudes.Gosh,reading was the one and only option that I had at that time.Endlessly and distraughtly...

But,in the end,the freedom arrived.When the SPM was over,an enforcement of freedom crowding within my mind.AAAAAHH..!!!I love it...!!!

Well,for the next 2008,let us pay more attentions to the future dreams that we hold ages ago.Or for the newbies,It is time to make a new one.Let bring the dreams to a persistent reality...

This is my last post in 2007..

Soon,there's gonna be a HUGE change in this blog.Just keep my word,I'll gonna make it.Hence,keep reading my post ya?Haha..!!


May 2008 be the better year from the previous one.

Thanks for reading,everyone...

Saturday, December 22, 2007

MERRIMENT'S DUPE




This aidiladha's eve have brought me into myriad number of jubilance moments and favorable vicinities.
The super-special one is the attendance of relatives from all around the place,including the one that I haven't meet for an umpteen years,I guess..
Wow,the surrounding was somehow unimaginable,crowded and muffled with all sort of dins,having the conversations with each other,while the laughing and hilarious waves came across my ears as well,at least a chunk, huhu...in fact,I couldn't even recognize which one is currently laughing,talking,shouting,..etc (this phrase was a simplest way to get the scene described)

Well,since I was the oldest son in my family,(and also a matured person in the future,hihi..),I am surely glad to see the whole cousins from nowhere,with a nice,sweet,and cunning smiles from their faces..Haahaahaa..!!They made me laugh..


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......but sometimes,they made me feel like a pathetic loser,trying to get along with the jokes and jest.

I am not a sweet talker,not a joker either...
but,at least,i wanna be the best person in my family's huge community.
I want the smiles,the respect,the whole things that related with the sacred connection of the family...

God,what am i saying..??
This is just a waste of time...
Well,I'm such a loser among them...

Truly I am..

Sunday, December 9, 2007

Ambivalent




Recently,and distraughtly..
without any intended intention...
I've made someone mad at me..
Didn't know the actual cause yet...
but,I dare not to ask her straight forwardly....
Well,it might aggravate the situation,hence....
I choose to be silence,till the appropriate moment arrive..
I'll wait for it...

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Huh,guess what?Keeping a damsel's feeling isn't like a piece of cake at all...
After all,they are more likely to have suffering and struggling through a hard time at always,in my thought at least....but...why??
Imagine this...aahh..it won't emit any difference if I told you guys,the actual story...
Let alone a secret...

Girls are just the same...
That's my principle..
But,in the same time..I felt enormously ambivalent...
Am I the blamed one..?
Well,the only thing that I have to do to figure it out,is just waiting...
No matter how long it will takes..

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

FREEDOM





Hell yeah...!!!

Finally,the most excruciating moments I've been through for weeks are over!!!
Haha,I can go online 24/7 now...
Play the game like forever now...
SMSing with my friends at always,now...
Drawing mangas,uurgghh..rarely actually..
Customizing my blogs everyday...

MAN!!THIS IS HOT!!!

But...........
there's something wrong....
well...
eerrmmm....
guess what..??The holidays is just giving away its initial..
but...
I've been sooooooo BORING already..
nothing is interesting..

Same days,same activities..
urrgghh...
I'll gonna be sick..
Uhuhuk2....

I hope,something that exorbitantly miracle happen...

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